I've always had this image in my head about what it would be like to fall in love, and I won't lie, it looks quite similar to the scene above. Call me a pessimist, but I think that watching Disney Movies and a child sort of wrecked me for the real world.
I'm not really one to talk about all of this "love crap" that's what we're going to refer to it as for the sake of this nonsensical post. At least, I'm not one to talk about it unless you are one of my close friends (this means Maddie and Mikale lolz), and even then I don't really think it's love-talk, because I mostly just crush on 20 different boys every week. But it has just seemed to become a frequent theme in my life as of late. It might be attributed to the constant Marriage-Talk during Singles Ward, but it also might not.
I've sort of realized that this love stuff might be a little more plain and simple than it's played out to be by our friend Walt. Now, don't get me wrong... I know that there are plenty of complicated factors which are also involved, awkwardness, age, location... to name a few, but I think when it boils down to it, it's as simple as you make it.
So I've never been "in-love" with someone, mostly because it hasn't been convenient, or it hasn't worked out, or my favorite, and probably the most truthful excuse because I'm way too darn scared to admit that I have the "feel-goods" for someone. But I've had a lot of practice observing the love stuffs. And from my careful, thoughtful observation it seems like it just sort of happens, in the end. Which is cool, yeah? I mean... it doesn't always work out. Sometimes it's not meant to. And yeah, sometimes people work super hard to fall in love, or you know, convince someone else to fall in ♥ with them too? I think that happens sometimes. But I think maybe some of the coolest relationships that I've encountered just happen.
I'm not sure what I just did, but I think I just convinced myself that Disney Movies might actually be right. K, this was not planned, people. Maybe it is sort of meant-to-be kind of stuff. Maybe that's why it just happens. You know, like in Disney Movies. But you know, here's another confusing point to make... in most Disney Movies there's only one boy, and one girl, and that's just not really how it is in the real world. We have choices and that's maybe the best, and maybe also the suckiest part.
Well, in the end I guess the only people we have to count on to make sure that stuff ends up okay is The Lord, and ourselves. I'm not really sure what to think of all of this yet, but maybe eventually I will. And I know that I won't be able to figure it out without my Savior. I guess maybe that's why I'm not worried so much. I know he's got my back.
Well, I'm not really quite sure what happened here, and I'm not really quite sure what the meaning of this was. I think I wanted to get some stuff down, sort it out, and clear my head a little, but I think maybe I just confused myself even more about my current situations.
Maybe another conclusion is that Love is also super confusing.
I think that's the most accurate one.
#Single5Ever
